New Blog

is over here if your interested: http://onthefringeofhisdarkness.wordpress.com/

Round Two…

So, I have been stagnant and away from this lifestyle for many years.  Although I have missed it, it just wasn’t meant to be anymore and no one had entered my life that I deemed worthy of this type of trust.  Until now.  Looks like I’m about to return to my roots with a new [...]

I don’t write here anymore:

but that doesn’t mean I can’t link to some funny ass shit, right? I still don’t have any idea what in the hell this is either!!

New Scenery

Does NOT mean I am going to start posting here again.  Or that anything at all has changed, because it hasn’t.  I changed the background because it was such a freaking mess you couldn’t tell which way was up.

WTF??

I’m only posting here because I just got an unwelcome  jolt from the past.  Many people, I mean 40-100 a day come and read this blog.  This is the only reason I have not yet deleted it.  I feel obligated to help those of you in the lifestyle even though I have chosen to leave [...]

Breaking the Silence

The more i read about ‘sub-space’ and ‘flying’ – the more i re-play my first actual experience over and over in my head. At first i thought the reason was because it was such an exquisite feeling, however, now i think it’s also because it bothered me. *** For years i had only fantasized about [...]

It’s been awhile

i’m tired of fighting about that whole issue that came up yesterday. i’ve decided to just say fuck it and let it go. Either he accepts me or he can kiss my ass. i am what i am, i have evolved and grown in the damned years he has known me, but that has been constant. [...]

Seems that

Everyone reads my blog and NO ONE leaves comments.  What gives?? Speak up already, damn!!!

Four letter word

A Four-Letter Word Slut — 1: a slovenly woman : SLATTERN 2a: a lewd woman; esp : PROSTITUTE b: a saucy girl : MINX Ah, “slut.” A compact little word, forceful even in the way it sounds, starting out with a hissing sibilant and pushing off of the tongue through the L and U, and [...]

when memories haunt you

Each morning that I awoke next to this man in his bed, I immediately felt flushed with desire. The cool morning breeze against the thin cotton sheets would gently caress me into full wakedness, and I could feel a tingling sensation throughout my body. What’s incredible to me is that the type of desire was [...]