Monthly Archives: November 2006

I hate

I hate that you changed. I hate that you are the same. I hate that you left. I hate how you have stayed. I hate how I cry. I hate how you make me smile. I hate how I miss … Continue reading

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at long last…

So, i am still a bit shaky, but my feet are definitely on firmer ground. Last night Christian went to stay with friends of the family, finally giving S and i some blissful time to ourselves. We had some friends … Continue reading

Posted in Love, S Worship, Sex

Winds of Change

Everything is just different. Its not what it used to be, it never will or can be. Too much water under too many bridges? But, it is still something pretty damn fine. For the last week S has fucked me … Continue reading

Posted in Life, Love


Reasons I love my Angel 1. She is the most loving person I know or have ever known. 2. I love that she can cum over and over. 3. She is a Great mom even if she doesn’t know it. … Continue reading

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Comfort Zone

Ahh. Back in my comfort zone. my ass and thighs are a mass of belt bruises. Flogger marks are clear on my upper back and ass. i’ve been fucked raw and my clit tortured until i can barely stand to … Continue reading

Posted in Love, my m/s obsession, S Worship, Sex, Submission

A new beginning?

S and i seem to be coming to the end of our rough patch. i hope. At any rate we had mind blowing sex. He started with the vibrator. The sex has not been very good for me for a … Continue reading

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Spelled Out

We went through a rough patch. That was clear to see. It lasted a long time. We turned a corner somewhere into a very unhappy place. In fact, when last September rolled around and i had to start writing a … Continue reading

Posted in Life, my m/s obsession, Sex, Submission