So, I have been stagnant and away from this lifestyle for many years. Although I have missed it, it just wasn’t meant to be anymore and no one had entered my life that I deemed worthy of this type of … Continue reading
I’ve decided not to force myself to forget or down play what I still feel for you. Because I know I can’t. It would take forever. I will find a way to mend myself but it’ll take a while. A long … Continue reading
but that doesn’t mean I can’t link to some funny ass shit, right? I still don’t have any idea what in the hell this is either!!
Does NOT mean I am going to start posting here again. Or that anything at all has changed, because it hasn’t. I changed the background because it was such a freaking mess you couldn’t tell which way was up.
I’m only posting here because I just got an unwelcome jolt from the past. Many people, I mean 40-100 a day come and read this blog. This is the only reason I have not yet deleted it. I feel obligated … Continue reading